Happy Birthday, Mum!

11th of April 2012 is my mother's 53rd birthday. Several days before her birthday, my mother came to Surabaya to visit my aunt that hospitalized since approximately 1 month ago in Graha Amerta Surabaya. I was very happy that my mother came to Surabaya. XD Even my mother came to Surabaya, I am seldom to meet her. I'm too busy with my college and schedule.When I got a long weekend, I wasted it with my friend, Vivi, and my mother went to meet her old friends in Malang for three days. :(
I think I din't used this short time to be with her as well. I should hang out with her on Sunday. But, I have anatomy course in the afternoon. And in the evening, I was practicing some medical skills with my 'kost'-mates. It was too late (for my mother) when I back to my room. She was very tired. So, I couldn't spent my time with her again. Why the time is too crowded that time. The most regrettable things is I couldn't take even one picture with her before she back to Mataram again.
The day she returned to Mataram, I said to her, "Mom, please wait me until I go home. I will at home at 2 pm. Please do not go to the airport before 2 pm, I do wanna take a picture withe you and share it on my blog, Mum." My mother agreed. I was very excited and forget about my illness (I had a sore throat that day).
I didn't fully concentrated to my lecture and practicum because of my sore throat and my mother will returned to Mataram. Finally, it was 10 minutes to 2 pm...I prepare to went home as quick as possible and hoping my mother still waiting for me at home. I signed the presence, put in my stuff into my bag, run from Anatomy Laboratory as quick as possible, crossed the road, arrived at my 'kost', jump over stairs to the third floor, exhausted in front of my door room and......................... Where's you, Mum? Hello...? Mum? Still you there? Don't you promised you don't wanna leave me before I go home, Mum? Muuuuummm! :(
She left me. Yea, She already went to airport just 10 minutes ago.

Sigh, my hand phone battery is off!!! Maybe my mother left me because I don't answer her call. Huaa.... Mum, I do wanna hug you right now. I miss you, Mum. I do miss you. T.T
I took the key that you left me inside my shoes in front of my room. Open the door. Still hope you were there, in my bathroom and surprised me if you were pretending to leave me before I go home. But, you were not there...you already left me...
At that time, I felt really lonely. I have never like that before. Mum, when will you visit me again? I do miss you.

Happy birthday 53rd, Mum.
Maybe I don't have any prize for you. But, someday I wanna make you proud of me! I promise..
In your birthday....I wish you, always be my mother, my strong mother. :)

I think this is the only one picture of us that I have, it was too old. I really cute there, and you still in your young ages.


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