Small Dream for Big Future

Alhamdulillah, today I'm officially 19 years old. That means this is my last year as a teenager! Aww~ Alhamdulillah, Allah masih memberiku nafas hingga detik ini. Di ulang-tahun-ku yang ke-19 ini adalah yang pertama kalinya aku tidak bersama kedua orang-tua-ku. Ibuku sedang menunaikan ibadah Umroh di Tanah Suci Makkah, aku masih di Surabaya (SP lagii SP lagii), dan Ayahku jaga rumah di Mataram. Selain itu, aku baru sembuh dari sakit. Dari seminggu yang lalu aku demam naik turun disertai flu. Sudah ke dokter alhamdulillah bukan DB. Dan hari ini keadaanku sudah semakin membaik. Alhamdulillah.. Ulang-tahun-ku kali ini juga bertepatan dengan bulan suci Ramadhan. Menjalankan ibadah puasa di rantauan bukan yang pertama kali untukku. Tapi kali ini berbeda. Aku merasa mendapat lebih banyak berkah di tahun ini. Aku seperti mendapat pencerahan di tahun ini. Harapanku, semoga aku bisa tetap istiqomah terhadap apa yang sudah aku tekadkan. Aamiin. 19 tahun bukan usia anak-anak lagi. S...

11th of April 2012 is my mother's 53rd birthday . Several days before her birthday, my mother came to Surabaya to visit my aunt that hospitalized since approximately 1 month ago in Graha Amerta Surabaya. I was very happy that my mother came to Surabaya. XD Even my mother came to Surabaya, I am seldom to meet her. I'm too busy with my college and schedule.When I got a long weekend, I wasted it with my friend, Vivi, and my mother went to meet her old friends in Malang for three days. :( I think I din't used this short time to be with her as well. I should hang out with her on Sunday. But, I have anatomy course in the afternoon. And in the evening, I was practicing some medical skills with my 'kost'-mates. It was too late (for my mother) when I back to my room. She was very tired. So, I couldn't spent my time with her again. Why the time is too crowded that time. The most regrettable things is I couldn't take even one picture with her before she back to Matara...